Death note

I have seen the Jupiter, I have seen the stars,
the never ending human worlds at war.

So much still I not know,
numb I go with the time’s flow.

The search for it is long and shallow,
filling it up with shiny pieces of empty glow.

There is still hope that
all I have done will not come to an end;
death is not the end of anything
I hope they will understand about it something.

I am their light and they are my life,
still are those who understand it all,
God I pray they not be understood,
for there is no meaning to it all.

And sad it is for me,
if in hope of something they take the jump
all to know is everlasting me;
just I can’t do as they and say ‘goodbye, meet you in next life.’